When I was around 25 years old I read the Book of Mormon all the way through for the first time. The difference was this time I read with real intent, praying to know if it was true and praying to understand what was being said. At that time in my life I knew there was a Heavenly Father, but I didn't really know if the Book of Mormon was true. I read every day and prayed sincerely beforehand with an open heart.
About half way through the book I noticed that I was becoming increasingly more engrossed in it and couldn't put it down. I would read late into the night with a little flashlight so I wouldn't wake up Greg. I was filled with the Spirit to the point that I wanted to shout from the rooftops to everyone that would listen that this book was true! It changed my life.
There is nothing like feeling the spirit of the Lord. Since that time I have felt the spirit on many, many occasions. One of the big one's that I really remember was when Brooks was born. The blessing I received from Bishop Brown, while still at Girls Camp, was amazing. My water had just broken (at 31 weeks), it was 3:30am and I was heading down to the hospital. The Bishop and Brother Freeman were there that night. The Bishop gave me the blessing before I left. I immediately felt calm and peaceful. I knew that everything was going to be all right. Then at the hospital, when Greg and Jeff gave me a blessing right on the operating table. Again, a feeling of peace, comfort and calmness washed over me. Out of the four C-sections, it was the easiest for me. Brooks came out crying and did so well. He is now a beautiful four year old, strong and healthy.
I know Jesus Christ was on the earth, he suffered in Gethsemany and died on the cross for us. He was resurrected and lives today. He loves us. He has made it possible for us to have eternal life. He is the Son of our living Father in Heaven.
Our Heavenly Father also loves us and watches over us. He hears our prayers and knows each one of us personally.
Joseph Smith was and is a true prophet of God. He was an amazing man who went through so much pain and suffering to help bring us the Restored Gospel of Jesus Christ. We have a living prophet on the earth today. President Monson. I know he talks and walks with our Heavenly Father on a regular basis. I know if I listen and obey his teachings, I am following my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.
I pray for courage, strength and the ability to persevere. I love my Father in Heaven and my Savior, Jesus Christ.
